1. |
melt
05:30
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above the clouds
carved out by black wires
snow melts beneath my feet
garbage heap
across the river
we quietly breathe in
my bedroom
waking from a dream
mind circles again
morning yawns
a birdsong
pill melts beneath my tongue
i sigh
slowly being buried
calm white haze
my body melts away
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2. |
meaning
04:08
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we all grow to doubt at times
slowly fall apart
unwind
becoming undone to find
we all feign life
sometimes
to wait, to hope
it’s hopeless
been broken
for a while
to make my life
meaningful
after realizing
the meaninglessness of life
absurd condition—aesthetic person
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3. |
(you)
03:53
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4. |
awake
05:54
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pick me up
on mount tabor
city mirrored in the water
getting darker
the liquid in
our glass
spin around
‘till lights are silent
as i grow older
i will erase myself
i’ll drink your wine
can you tell me the difference
between living and a dream?
what does it look like—
been living in a dream
when bodies almost double
and i’m almost somebody
and i can feel
that something
slipping from my chest
can you tell me the difference
between living and a dream?
what does it taste like?
been living in a dream
when colors lose their sway
and shapes lose their color
and i can’t smell
the bile
dripping from my throat
i’ll know i’m awake
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5. |
something
05:46
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feeling faint around others
hoping I’m just another
on my own:
self imposed
bitter teeth, aching gums
open mouth, spoiled tongue
breathing’s hard when you’re young
“i used to be something
living’s turned me into nothing”
i once had something
now empty feel nothing
“are you afraid of death?
yeah.
me too. there’s no way out of it. you’re going to die. i’m going to die. it’s going to happen. what difference does it make if it’s tomorrow or in eighty years? much sooner in your case. do you know how fast time goes? i was six like yesterday.
me too.
we’re going to die. you are going to die. what else is there to be afraid of?”
i used to feel something
leaving’s turned me into nothing
i am empty. i am nothing.
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6. |
returning
04:06
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regret repress regret repress regret repress regret
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